I'm a big fan of television, movies and music. AND HANDSOME GUYS DUH I love discovering new tv shows, new fandoms, new artists. NEW FAVORITES TO UH STALK? LUST OVER?? I'm trying to start reading and writing again.
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'm okay"
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'll try harder" Don't be afraid to dream a little bigger darlin'
I SALSA UR FACE
✌ robert downey jr. · ewan mcgregor · jude law · johnny depp · colin farrell · jim carrey · tom hanks · wentworth miller · kevin spacey · george clooney · jeff bridges · jeremy renner · geoffrey rush · simon pegg · nick frost · colin firth · brad pitt · nicolas cage · leonardo dicaprio · sean penn · paul rudd · jason segel · clint eastwood · paul newman · marlon brando · matt damon · mark wahlberg · aaron paul · tim roth · etc
Secondly, don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want.
HE ATE A BANANA
✌ quentin tarantino · tim burton · martin scorsese · stanley kubrick · coen brothers · danny boyle · steven spielberg · edgar wright · robert rodriguez · roman polanski · sidney lumet · david fincher · christopher nolan · alfred hitchcock · etc
Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things that I shouldn't know
When there's a new moon on the rise
I had everything, opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night
TALK DIRTY TO ME
✌ SONS OF ANARCHY · parks and rec · happy endings · friends · the good wife · supernatural · prison break · true blood · band of brothers · psych · lie to me · pushing daisies · harper's island · how i met your mother · torchwood · sons of anarchy · breaking bad · dexter · the it crowd · the office · etc
Follow my blog with Bloglovin And I really miss what really did exist
When I held your throat so tight
And I miss the bus as it swerved from us
Almost came crashing to its side
I am losing my mind over deciding what on earth to make as a handmade gift for christmas. I'm no sewing beginner, I'm basically not even a sewing n00b. I've never sewn a project before in my life. I have a sewing machine, but the most I've done is turn it on, off, cleaned it due to dust collecting on the surfaces.. and well, sewn a few test stitches that turned out wobbly as hell. I don't know if I could manage anything but I want to make something so bad, for my friend Gen, for my sister, my brother, my grandmother and parents. It's christmas in one day and I've never given gifts to anyone in years, so I really want to do it this year. However it looks like it'll well be 2012 by the time I've done making them. If I ever even manage to get started.
I can't decide!!! I spent over 12 hrs just yesterday alone, browsing the fucking internet, scrolling through tons of blogs and tutorials. I've learned one thing, jesus christ, there isn't anything that can't be made. I want to make so many things. This christmas alone I want to give Gen a necklace, a pencil case or clutch purse, a headband accessory, a rilakkuma keychain... then I keep changing my mind, thinking something else substituted in would make it sweeter. I'm just so afraid she won't like what I make, or find it useless, or it turns out shit ugly. Then I decided I'd make a teddy bear. But god I don't know how to sew the fake fur material thing! I've been wanting to go fabric shopping the entire of this week but due to excessive rain and excessive laziness, I've barely left the house!! My mum isn't helping. She avoids going out because of the rain too. I'm sinking back into my stay at home, eat till late late, sleep in till late late routine. FOUR DAYS ALREADY and today it was so difficult to get up and I wanted to go out but decided not to. SEE? It's sunken back, fuck this shit.
Anyhow, I'm gaining weight, what's new.
I still don't know what to make!!!! For my sis, maybe a pencil case and some colored pens. My brother a pencil case and some crayons... my grandma a clutch purse. Gen a teddy bear + necklace + hair accessory??
There were some really lovely tutorials I saw but they involve patchwork and I don't know if I can manage..........
shit.
also i'm never forgiving myself because i totally forgot on thursday that sherlock holmes was premiering in singapore. it's 1am saturday now. i'm a horrible, horrible fan.
today i watched 6 episodes of american horror story back to back. i don't know what my fucking problem is and how i haven't seen this show earlier jesus fucking christ it's amazing. i know i say that a lot about a lot of shows, but jesus american horror story is gooood. (and besides it's not that many shows i actually feel this way about. only like recently- sons of anarchy (always!!!), homeland, american horror story!) there are a ton of characters and questions but i figure best would be to just sit back and be entertained and boy it's fucking entertaining also it has great music and christ i just love FX so much. i need to marathon justified after this. dammit i love tv.
i caught up with s5 of dexter yesterday too, after having gone on a hiatus of the show forever!!! it was just hard to catch on again because i stopped at episode 4. but i managed, and i love it. i admit i used to feel a lot stronger for dexter but i think it's only because i watched many episodes at once, rather than a couple, and that was years ago! so anyway, i'm going to really miss lumen. i didn't take to her much at first but then i really liked her. and i'm glad quinn is still around because he's a good guy man. it was funny how dexter's kids decided to surprise him by throwing harrison's birthday party in miami instead. he opened the door, in a hurry to rescue lumen and bam! thankfully all worked out fine, but argh last few eps were intense.
haven't really been reading gantz lately anymore. it's been a struggle to get back into the manga/anime/jdrama phase. i think i might be over it. jrock not so much though.
guh sides that i've been eating a lot. of almonds and crap. i'm seriously getting fatter, than i already am.
pig.
oooh yeah anyway, finally got that episode of graham norton with jude and rdj. jesus! okay i died so many times watching that.
a) robert has the best, most fantastic, beautiful laugh lines ever. and he has the most adorable laugh/smile
b) despite being such a fan of jude law, i've actually never watched much interviews of him or him doing talk shows... which i think is because he doesn't do many of these and the older ones may not be available anymore. but he is amazing, and most adorable when he laughs and christ he and robert...
c) the girl who spoke in the red chair about being hugely disracted by the bus promos of sherlock holmes would certainly find almost the entire fanbase agreeing wholeheartedly with her. robert's and jude's faces cause accidents because people can't stop being distracted by them ;_;
d) there was so many things but i don't remember anymore. i loved the moment when robert whispered about the funny incident to jude and told him he should tell that story and he told it and he laughed so hard i cried
e) despite having watched the trailer for the movie so many times, i still get a kick out of it and i always laugh hard at the scene when watson realizes what holmes did to his wife
and uh guilty confession. i read this awfully hot and yet not so off canon supernatural fanfiction. it was dean/cas or cas/dean- they took turns but anyway fuck it was so hot. and the writer, god bless her, she's got seriously amazing writing talents. it managed to be funny and a little sad and moving at times. basically the fic just felt so real like it could actually happen. and the lines from the characters, they were believable. it's so hard to write fanfics man. to capture the voice of the character accurately-- it's not an easy task. many people write bad fics that are awful and out of character it's hard to find good ones. i read the whole thing and it took nearly 45 mins i think, but it was a good waste of time. i think with supernatural, although i wasn't very supportive of dean/cas in the past, i think i'm all right with it and i'm not really fussy with shippings and etc but i think the only pairing i could possibly not stand is dean/sam because i can never, never imagine or want to imagine that happening. idk. i mean it's for fun basically, all of this, so there's really nothing to talk about. it's not like the events in fanfiction would ever take place in canon thus calling it fan fiction so i can't be one to judge or whatever
god knows i ship some pretty weird stuff. i tend to also like pairings that are weird and well crack pairings.
