I'm a big fan of television, movies and music. AND HANDSOME GUYS DUH I love discovering new tv shows, new fandoms, new artists. NEW FAVORITES TO UH STALK? LUST OVER?? I'm trying to start reading and writing again.
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'm okay"
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'll try harder" Don't be afraid to dream a little bigger darlin'
I SALSA UR FACE
✌ robert downey jr. · ewan mcgregor · jude law · johnny depp · colin farrell · jim carrey · tom hanks · wentworth miller · kevin spacey · george clooney · jeff bridges · jeremy renner · geoffrey rush · simon pegg · nick frost · colin firth · brad pitt · nicolas cage · leonardo dicaprio · sean penn · paul rudd · jason segel · clint eastwood · paul newman · marlon brando · matt damon · mark wahlberg · aaron paul · tim roth · etc
Secondly, don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want.
HE ATE A BANANA
✌ quentin tarantino · tim burton · martin scorsese · stanley kubrick · coen brothers · danny boyle · steven spielberg · edgar wright · robert rodriguez · roman polanski · sidney lumet · david fincher · christopher nolan · alfred hitchcock · etc
Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things that I shouldn't know
When there's a new moon on the rise
I had everything, opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night
TALK DIRTY TO ME
✌ SONS OF ANARCHY · parks and rec · happy endings · friends · the good wife · supernatural · prison break · true blood · band of brothers · psych · lie to me · pushing daisies · harper's island · how i met your mother · torchwood · sons of anarchy · breaking bad · dexter · the it crowd · the office · etc
Follow my blog with Bloglovin And I really miss what really did exist
When I held your throat so tight
And I miss the bus as it swerved from us
Almost came crashing to its side
So many new favorite songs I can't keep track of!!
Anyway, once again I start by saying, oh how long it's been since I've been back in this blog. Feels almost nostalgic.
2012 has been a year of firsts I guess. And in a good way I suppose. Lots of new first experiences involving me trying to socialize with the outside world of aliens.
It's been all right except my social skills are lousy like really bad and I'm awkward and I hate how I talk. I always imagine myself to be speaking in a really professional non-Singlish voice/accent but sadly it's exactly as I fear.
I feel like I should blog about those first experiences but I don't really want to.
On another note, I've been so addicted to spending money lately despite needing to work hard to find a job. I never knew... NEVER IMAGINED shopping would be so fucking fun. I love buying clothes! And I can only buy so little. I think it's fun because there's plentiful of clothes and shoes and accessories and bags and choices and options and shops and malls but you only have so little time and money. Not to mention the sizing factor. Oh yes, you could shop online but blogshops are way out of my size range. Sucks to be a fatty.
I think I've deprived myself of shopping all the past few years that right now it's like BOOM! Shop shop shop. Which is a huge problem because I have no income and it's worrying that I can even find a job to support myself.
In a way though, my blog entries seem to be less whiny anymore. Less complaining and miserable wailing. However, my sister seems to be having issues.. with growing up I guess. With her perfectionist attributes and character and her needing to be strong for everyone else but not considering her own needs. I'm just so worried about her. I just want her to be happy, not feel alone even when surrounded with people like I used to feel. Cause that kinda sounds like depression and she should not be down with anything like that. She's too smart for it but then again all the depressed people are.. They're geniuses.. Myself excluded. Now I'm happy go lucky again and all the more even more stupid.
Oh yes I'd like to say 2012 has been a year of firsts for me in terms of concerts!!!
First concert EVER L'arc~en~Ciel on 28th April 2012~~ and then MUCC and UNiTE during Jrockevolution 2012 Singapore on the 5th October ;w; kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
M U C C
;_;
Yes but if it weren't for all this, life is just so empty.
Tick tock tick tock. I've been so irresponsible with my rabbits now even. I want to care for them badly but I can't buy their food since I don't have money so my mum buys their food and is so stingy with it. Then I can't give them water either cause they would urinate and my mum doesn't want that.
wtf it's like we really should not keep rabbits.. the poor things.
also still hating my body
although I'm able to eat out so much more now. and more variety too. at restaurants and trying new foods and stuff. it's scary. the control.. must not give.
i've already slacked so much in other areas like physical exercise and massive weight gain.
mmmm I could get so violent.
ooooooooooh need to change layout asap. I sadly.. don't find.. Ewan cute anymore
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
ugh.
i want to be everything i'm not
i guess in the same manner my sister wants to score higher than she ever can
