WALKIN' ON SUNSHINE WOAAAH
LLLena { Same Shit Different Day } ☂ 
I'm a big fan of television, movies and music. AND HANDSOME GUYS DUH I love discovering new tv shows, new fandoms, new artists. NEW FAVORITES TO UH STALK? LUST OVER?? I'm trying to start reading and writing again.
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'm okay"
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'll try harder"
Don't be afraid to dream a little bigger darlin'
I SALSA UR FACE
✌ robert downey jr. · ewan mcgregor · jude law · johnny depp · colin farrell · jim carrey · tom hanks · wentworth miller · kevin spacey · george clooney · jeff bridges · jeremy renner · geoffrey rush · simon pegg · nick frost · colin firth · brad pitt · nicolas cage · leonardo dicaprio · sean penn · paul rudd · jason segel · clint eastwood · paul newman · marlon brando · matt damon · mark wahlberg · aaron paul · tim roth · etc
Secondly, don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want.
HE ATE A BANANA
✌ quentin tarantino · tim burton · martin scorsese · stanley kubrick · coen brothers · danny boyle · steven spielberg · edgar wright · robert rodriguez · roman polanski · sidney lumet · david fincher · christopher nolan · alfred hitchcock · etc
Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things that I shouldn't know
When there's a new moon on the rise
I had everything, opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night
TALK DIRTY TO ME
✌ SONS OF ANARCHY · parks and rec · happy endings · friends · the good wife · supernatural · prison break · true blood · band of brothers · psych · lie to me · pushing daisies · harper's island · how i met your mother · torchwood · sons of anarchy · breaking bad · dexter · the it crowd · the office · etc
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And I really miss what really did exist
When I held your throat so tight
And I miss the bus as it swerved from us
Almost came crashing to its side
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CARBOHYDRATES WILL BE THE FUCKING DEATH OF ME
BINGE BINGE BINGE BINGE BINGE
ONE MINUTE THINGS WERE SEEMINGLY REMOTELY OKAY AND THEN BOOM OUT OF NO WHERE COMES THE FUCKING BINGE MONSTER THAT FUCKING FUCKS IT ALL UP FUCK
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Oh god, I am the worst older sister in existence that I know of. I am immensely, awfully, excrutiatingly jealous of my younger sister. It's not fair to her, because she's done nothing wrong. However, because of my ~jealousy~ towards her, we've grown apart and rarely talk anymore.
She's living the life I want- if I could live my childhood again, I want to live like she's doing right now. I am jealous that she's super skinny. I am jealous that she's not greedy. I am jealous that she only eats so little and can stop herself from taking that second cookie- yes, she only eats ONE cookie and it's extremely rare that she ever eats any cookies at all. She doesn't eat junk food. She doesn't eat out often. She eats very healthily. She'd rather eat one small peach/apple if she's hungry, rather than other snacks or bread that my mom offers her.
I am horribly jealous. When I was her age, I couldn't do that. I didn't have long, thin, slender legs like she does. I didn't have a flat stomach like she does. I stil don't. I didn't have friends like she does. I wasn't smart like she is. I ate a terrible amount of food everyday. My diet was disgustingly unhealthy. I ate a lot of junk food. I ate twisties, chips, cookies all day long everyday. I ate a lot of candy and drank soft drinks everyday. My sister doesn't even do any of that. I snacked whenever I studied. My sister doesn't do that. I guess it is no surprise then that she is so goddamn skinny. And pretty.
Fuck, she even eats so little rice for dinner. She takes one serving of side dishes, and doesn't take anymore. I COULD NEVER STOP MYSELF. I still can't. She eats fruit. In the past I never ate any fruit or vegetables at all. It is no wonder I was and am fat. I was forever overweight and ugly. I was shy and didn't have friends. I couldn't talk to just about anybody in class even if I wanted to. I ate huge huge portions for my meals and I ate so much snacks inbetween. I wasn't active like she is.
God, my life was and is so fucking- it just pisses me off.
Yeah, I am horrid. I shouldn't be so goddamn jealous but I fucking am.
Rant aside, I decided to do this, even though I haven't cosplayed much and haven't cosplayed in a very long time (I practically gave it up. Right now, I feel like starting again because cosplay was the only thing I loved doing, and put in a lot of effort into. I lost weight thanks to cosplay. It was fantastic.)
1. Who did you first cosplay as?
Sasagawa Ryohei in orange jumpsuit version. I was worse than horrid.
2. When and where did you first cosplay?
2008 April, at Suntec for Streetfest.
3. When and where was the last time you cosplayed?
Jan 2010, at SOYB
4. Who have you cosplayed as in the past? (newest on top)
Saya from Blood+ at SOYB in Jan 2010
TS!Yoko from TTGL at STGCC in Aug 2009
Giorno from JJBA at Cosfest in Jul 2009
Bonten from Amatsuki at SOY in Jan 2009 and AFA in Nov 2008
Byakuran from KHR at EOY in Dec 2008
Akira from Lucky Star for a ps and for Comicfiesta in Dec 2008
Katsura from Gintama (ninja version) for Comicfiesta in Dec 2008
Longchamp from KHR for AFA in Nov 2008
Tyki Mikk from DGM for Cosfest in Jul 2008
Yamazaki from Gintama for Cosfest in Jul 2008
5. Who is your favourite person to cosplay as?
Giorno.
6. Who do you REALLY wanna cosplay as?
IF I HAD THE BODY, THE PHYSIQUE? THE LEGS, THE WASHBOARD ABS, THE PERFECT FIGURE and money, along with sewing skills, decent prop making skills and wig styling skills and make up skills and posing skills?
Revy/Shenghua from Black Lagoon (or anyone from Black Lagoon)
Jolyne and Narancia from JJBA (and lots of other JJBA characters)
Kenshin from Rurouni Kenshin (I like samurai/cosplays involving swords/kimonos)
Kagura from Gintama
Cruella de Vil
Too many others it's painful to list them all.
7. How many of your friends cosplay?
I have no friends right now in cosplay hah. I let too many people down, and was irresponsible enough to back out so many fucking times. Consecutively.
8. Have you ever walked around in public in your cosplay outfit?
Only after events?
9. Have people in public ever recognized you and asked for photos?
No.
10. Have you ever made your own cosplay outfit?
No. I would like to..
11. What was your favorite cosplay experience?
I don't have much experiences because I suck and cannot socialize like a normal person. The best time I ever had was at EOY 2008 with the KHR group.. that I've lost contact with due to repeated times of canceling on them at the very fucking last minute.
12. What is your worst cosplay experience?
Yoko.. the boots were a killer and I just wasn't comfortable wearing the costume. Moreover, I felt like a fucking loser without the rifle.
13. When and where did you first learn of cosplay?
Start of 2008. Mainly online. I am not a social person sadly.
14. What did you think of it then?
Very awesome. I was interested to try. I liked the idea of dressing up as your favorite characters and becoming them. Right now though, due to so many circumstances, it's not really enjoyable for me anymore.
I don't work well with big groups.. (lol shyness and idiocy). From 2009 till 2010 Jan, the last time I cosplayed, I had severe commitment problems and couldn't finish my shit on time always. I let people down, stopped talking to people etc etc. I want to join a group so bad because cosplaying with friends is the best thing ever, but I'm afraid I have to cancel again and there's no way I can approach the people I used to know and ask if I can join them again. Cosplaying solo fucking sucks.
Also, the series I really like? No one else is interested. Even if they are, they already all have their own team. In SG, everyone hates doubles.
15. What do you think of it now?
See above.
16. Where do you usually cosplay?
Events. Never had the chance to get good photoshoots with photographers because I don't know any.
17. Have you ever done a cosplay skit on stage?
It looks fun. But no.
18. Do you plan your cosplay outfits way before you’re meant to wear them?
I've always done last minute shit. Which is why it always suck. I'm not a successful person who can rush out costumes and looks fucking marvelous within a few days.
19. Ever have something terrible happen to your outfit?
My very expensive leather jacket for Yoko is ruined.
20. What is the best thing about cosplay?
The community/friends.. which I don't indulge in anymore UNFORTUNATELY. I just can't even though I secretly want to so bad.
21. What is the worst thing about cosplay?
Huh.
22. Why do you cosplay?
I liked it.
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I usually don't make screencaps of the stuff I watch, but I thought this particular episode of How I Met Your Mother, titled "Unfinished", was an episode I could relate with.
Also, I kinda enjoy making screencaps/graphics.
I need to make more of these so I can remember the good moments of each episode watched.
I miss tumblr. I haven't been on in weeks GUH
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TV shows tracking
Shows I'm watching now:
Ongoing:
Dexter ; watched s1-s5.03
Supernatural ; watched s1-s6.03
Modern Family ; watched s1-s2.06
Community ; watched s1-s2.06
The Glades ; watched s1-s1.05
Chuck ; watched s1-s3, going to start on s4.01 onwards
The Event ; watched s1.01
Hawaii Five-0 ; watched s1-s1.02
How I Met Your Mother ; watched s1-s6.04
Lie To Me ; watched s1-s2.19
Mike And Molly ; watched s1-s1.02
No Ordinary Family ; watched s1.01
Hellcats ; watched s1-s1.02
Undercovers ; watched s1.01
The Vampire Diaries ; watched s1-s2.01
Outsourced ; watched s1.01
Chase ; watched s1.01
Terriers ; watched s1-s1.05
Others:
Rizzoli And Isles ; watched s1-s1.02
Luther ; watched s1-s1.04
Louie ; watched s1-s1.03
Daria ; watched s1-s1.02
Eureka ; watched s1.01
Justified ; watched s1-s1.07
Cougar Town ; 101-103 + 203
the middle ; 101 + 202
Shows I put on hiatus:
Ongoing:
House ; watched s1-s1.08
The Inbetweeners
Glee ; watched s1.01
The Good Guys ; watched s1-s1.03
Eastbound And Down ; watched s1.01 Mad Men ; watched s1-s1.02 Rubicon ; watched s1.01 90210 ; watched s1-s1.02 Criminal Minds ; watched s1
Skins ; watched s1-s4.01
30 rock ; watched s1-s1.10
The Big Bang Theory ; watched s1-s1. (?)
Fringe ; watched s1-s1. (?)
It's Always Sunny ; watched s1-s1. (?)
The Mentalist ; watched s1-s2.09
Others:
True Blood ; watched s1-s1.02 (?)
Doctor Who ; watched s1-s1. (?)
Burn Notice ; watched s1-s1. (?)
Leverage ; watched s1-s1. (?)
Nip/Tuck ; watched s1-s1. (?)
Covert Affairs ; watched s1-s1.02
Scrubs ; watched s1-s2.13
Warehouse13 ; watched s1-s1.04
Alias ; watched s1-s1.05
Dollhouse ; watched s1
Kyle XY ; watched s1.01
Six Feet Under ; watched s1-s1.06
In Plain Sight ; watched s1-s1. (?)
Arrested Development ; watched s1-s1.03
Parks And Recreation ; watched s1-s1.04
Dead Like Me ; watched s1-s1.05
Freaks And Geeks ; watched s1-s1.02
Shows I'm waiting on for the next season/premiere:
Breaking Bad ; watched s1-s3
Psych ; watched s1-s5.09
White Collar ; watched s1-s2.09
The Gates ; watched s1
Torchwood ; watched s1-s3
The IT Crowd ; watched s1-s4
Archer ; watched s1
True Blood ; watched s1-s3
Shows I plan to watch:
Ongoing:
Boardwalk Empire
Bored To Death
Lost Girl
The Big C
Castle
Caprica
Detroit 1-8-7
The Good Wife
Life Unexpected (?)
One Tree Hill (?)
Raising Hope
Running Wilde (?)
Sons Of Anarchy
Stargate Universe (?)
Better With You (?)
Cougar Town (?)
The Defenders (?)
The Middle (?)
Shattered
Terriers
The Whole Truth (?)
Bones
Nikita
The Office
Blue Bloods (?)
Haven (?)
Medium (?)
Outlaw (?)
Smallville
Others:
Eureka
Merlin
Spartacus: Blood And Sand
Human Target
Being Human
Legend Of The Seeker
Flashpoint
Flashforward
Friday Night Lights
Army Wives (?)
The Take
Damages
The Wire
The Closer
24
Sanctuary
Firefly
The Tudors
Rome
Angel
Buffy
Moonlight
Southland
Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles
Oz
Robin Hood
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Misfits
The Pacific
Band Of Brothers
Queer As Folk
Deadwood
Shows I've completed:
Lost
Prison Break
Harper's Island
Pushing Daisies
Reaper
Shows I've dropped:
Heroes ; watched s1-s2
Grey's Anatomy ; watched s1-s4 random eps
Ugly Betty ; watched s1 few eps
Hung ; watched s1 few eps
Californication ; watched s1.01
Drop Dead Diva ; watched s1 few eps
Gossip Girl ; watched s1-2 all
Better Off Ted ; watched s1 few eps
Gary Unmarried ; watched s1 few eps
Touching Evil
Reality/Variety TV:
Watching:
Saturday Night Live
Big Brother
ANTM
Survivor
The Amazing Race
Project Runway s8e12
To watch:
The Apprentice
Man VS Wild
Man VS Food
Jersey Shore
QI
Tosh.0
Anime/Cartoons watched (as far as I can remember; been forever since I watched any anime)/manga read
Spongebob
Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends
Bleach
Gintama
Naruto + Shippunden
Haruhi Suzumiya
Clannad
Lucky Star
Red Garden
Rurouni Kenshin
Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Black Lagoon
Ghost Hunt
Mononoke
Ayakashi
Higurashi
Umineko
Darker Than Black
Amatsuki
Saiyuki
Eyeshield 21
Nuraihyon No Mago
Monster
Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei
Death Note
Detroit Metal City
Blood+
Uzumaki
Shaman King
JoJo's Bizarre Adventures
Angel Sanctuary
Fullmetal Alchemist
Franken Fran
Highschool Of The Dead
Yankee Kun To Megane Chan
Sket Dance
Double Arts
Bakuman
Katekyo Hitman Reborn
Fairy Tail
D.Gray-Man
1/2 Prince
Ouran High School Host Club
Vampire Knight
Special A
Akuma To Love Song
Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles
Xxxholic
07 Ghost
Books/Movies/Online comics
Genres most watched/read: Crime, mystery, supernatural, drama, psychological
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