WALKIN' ON SUNSHINE WOAAAH
LLLena { Same Shit Different Day } ☂ 
I'm a big fan of television, movies and music. AND HANDSOME GUYS DUH I love discovering new tv shows, new fandoms, new artists. NEW FAVORITES TO UH STALK? LUST OVER?? I'm trying to start reading and writing again.
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'm okay"
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'll try harder"
Don't be afraid to dream a little bigger darlin'
I SALSA UR FACE
✌ robert downey jr. · ewan mcgregor · jude law · johnny depp · colin farrell · jim carrey · tom hanks · wentworth miller · kevin spacey · george clooney · jeff bridges · jeremy renner · geoffrey rush · simon pegg · nick frost · colin firth · brad pitt · nicolas cage · leonardo dicaprio · sean penn · paul rudd · jason segel · clint eastwood · paul newman · marlon brando · matt damon · mark wahlberg · aaron paul · tim roth · etc
Secondly, don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want.
HE ATE A BANANA
✌ quentin tarantino · tim burton · martin scorsese · stanley kubrick · coen brothers · danny boyle · steven spielberg · edgar wright · robert rodriguez · roman polanski · sidney lumet · david fincher · christopher nolan · alfred hitchcock · etc
Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things that I shouldn't know
When there's a new moon on the rise
I had everything, opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night
TALK DIRTY TO ME
✌ SONS OF ANARCHY · parks and rec · happy endings · friends · the good wife · supernatural · prison break · true blood · band of brothers · psych · lie to me · pushing daisies · harper's island · how i met your mother · torchwood · sons of anarchy · breaking bad · dexter · the it crowd · the office · etc
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And I really miss what really did exist
When I held your throat so tight
And I miss the bus as it swerved from us
Almost came crashing to its side
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Oh god, I am the worst older sister in existence that I know of. I am immensely, awfully, excrutiatingly jealous of my younger sister. It's not fair to her, because she's done nothing wrong. However, because of my ~jealousy~ towards her, we've grown apart and rarely talk anymore.
She's living the life I want- if I could live my childhood again, I want to live like she's doing right now. I am jealous that she's super skinny. I am jealous that she's not greedy. I am jealous that she only eats so little and can stop herself from taking that second cookie- yes, she only eats ONE cookie and it's extremely rare that she ever eats any cookies at all. She doesn't eat junk food. She doesn't eat out often. She eats very healthily. She'd rather eat one small peach/apple if she's hungry, rather than other snacks or bread that my mom offers her.
I am horribly jealous. When I was her age, I couldn't do that. I didn't have long, thin, slender legs like she does. I didn't have a flat stomach like she does. I stil don't. I didn't have friends like she does. I wasn't smart like she is. I ate a terrible amount of food everyday. My diet was disgustingly unhealthy. I ate a lot of junk food. I ate twisties, chips, cookies all day long everyday. I ate a lot of candy and drank soft drinks everyday. My sister doesn't even do any of that. I snacked whenever I studied. My sister doesn't do that. I guess it is no surprise then that she is so goddamn skinny. And pretty.
Fuck, she even eats so little rice for dinner. She takes one serving of side dishes, and doesn't take anymore. I COULD NEVER STOP MYSELF. I still can't. She eats fruit. In the past I never ate any fruit or vegetables at all. It is no wonder I was and am fat. I was forever overweight and ugly. I was shy and didn't have friends. I couldn't talk to just about anybody in class even if I wanted to. I ate huge huge portions for my meals and I ate so much snacks inbetween. I wasn't active like she is.
God, my life was and is so fucking- it just pisses me off.
Yeah, I am horrid. I shouldn't be so goddamn jealous but I fucking am.
Rant aside, I decided to do this, even though I haven't cosplayed much and haven't cosplayed in a very long time (I practically gave it up. Right now, I feel like starting again because cosplay was the only thing I loved doing, and put in a lot of effort into. I lost weight thanks to cosplay. It was fantastic.)
1. Who did you first cosplay as?
Sasagawa Ryohei in orange jumpsuit version. I was worse than horrid.
2. When and where did you first cosplay?
2008 April, at Suntec for Streetfest.
3. When and where was the last time you cosplayed?
Jan 2010, at SOYB
4. Who have you cosplayed as in the past? (newest on top)
Saya from Blood+ at SOYB in Jan 2010
TS!Yoko from TTGL at STGCC in Aug 2009
Giorno from JJBA at Cosfest in Jul 2009
Bonten from Amatsuki at SOY in Jan 2009 and AFA in Nov 2008
Byakuran from KHR at EOY in Dec 2008
Akira from Lucky Star for a ps and for Comicfiesta in Dec 2008
Katsura from Gintama (ninja version) for Comicfiesta in Dec 2008
Longchamp from KHR for AFA in Nov 2008
Tyki Mikk from DGM for Cosfest in Jul 2008
Yamazaki from Gintama for Cosfest in Jul 2008
5. Who is your favourite person to cosplay as?
Giorno.
6. Who do you REALLY wanna cosplay as?
IF I HAD THE BODY, THE PHYSIQUE? THE LEGS, THE WASHBOARD ABS, THE PERFECT FIGURE and money, along with sewing skills, decent prop making skills and wig styling skills and make up skills and posing skills?
Revy/Shenghua from Black Lagoon (or anyone from Black Lagoon)
Jolyne and Narancia from JJBA (and lots of other JJBA characters)
Kenshin from Rurouni Kenshin (I like samurai/cosplays involving swords/kimonos)
Kagura from Gintama
Cruella de Vil
Too many others it's painful to list them all.
7. How many of your friends cosplay?
I have no friends right now in cosplay hah. I let too many people down, and was irresponsible enough to back out so many fucking times. Consecutively.
8. Have you ever walked around in public in your cosplay outfit?
Only after events?
9. Have people in public ever recognized you and asked for photos?
No.
10. Have you ever made your own cosplay outfit?
No. I would like to..
11. What was your favorite cosplay experience?
I don't have much experiences because I suck and cannot socialize like a normal person. The best time I ever had was at EOY 2008 with the KHR group.. that I've lost contact with due to repeated times of canceling on them at the very fucking last minute.
12. What is your worst cosplay experience?
Yoko.. the boots were a killer and I just wasn't comfortable wearing the costume. Moreover, I felt like a fucking loser without the rifle.
13. When and where did you first learn of cosplay?
Start of 2008. Mainly online. I am not a social person sadly.
14. What did you think of it then?
Very awesome. I was interested to try. I liked the idea of dressing up as your favorite characters and becoming them. Right now though, due to so many circumstances, it's not really enjoyable for me anymore.
I don't work well with big groups.. (lol shyness and idiocy). From 2009 till 2010 Jan, the last time I cosplayed, I had severe commitment problems and couldn't finish my shit on time always. I let people down, stopped talking to people etc etc. I want to join a group so bad because cosplaying with friends is the best thing ever, but I'm afraid I have to cancel again and there's no way I can approach the people I used to know and ask if I can join them again. Cosplaying solo fucking sucks.
Also, the series I really like? No one else is interested. Even if they are, they already all have their own team. In SG, everyone hates doubles.
15. What do you think of it now?
See above.
16. Where do you usually cosplay?
Events. Never had the chance to get good photoshoots with photographers because I don't know any.
17. Have you ever done a cosplay skit on stage?
It looks fun. But no.
18. Do you plan your cosplay outfits way before you’re meant to wear them?
I've always done last minute shit. Which is why it always suck. I'm not a successful person who can rush out costumes and looks fucking marvelous within a few days.
19. Ever have something terrible happen to your outfit?
My very expensive leather jacket for Yoko is ruined.
20. What is the best thing about cosplay?
The community/friends.. which I don't indulge in anymore UNFORTUNATELY. I just can't even though I secretly want to so bad.
21. What is the worst thing about cosplay?
Huh.
22. Why do you cosplay?
I liked it.
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