I'm a big fan of television, movies and music. AND HANDSOME GUYS DUH I love discovering new tv shows, new fandoms, new artists. NEW FAVORITES TO UH STALK? LUST OVER?? I'm trying to start reading and writing again.
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'm okay"
"I'm not as good as I used to be, but I'll try harder" Don't be afraid to dream a little bigger darlin'
I SALSA UR FACE
✌ robert downey jr. · ewan mcgregor · jude law · johnny depp · colin farrell · jim carrey · tom hanks · wentworth miller · kevin spacey · george clooney · jeff bridges · jeremy renner · geoffrey rush · simon pegg · nick frost · colin firth · brad pitt · nicolas cage · leonardo dicaprio · sean penn · paul rudd · jason segel · clint eastwood · paul newman · marlon brando · matt damon · mark wahlberg · aaron paul · tim roth · etc
Secondly, don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want.
HE ATE A BANANA
✌ quentin tarantino · tim burton · martin scorsese · stanley kubrick · coen brothers · danny boyle · steven spielberg · edgar wright · robert rodriguez · roman polanski · sidney lumet · david fincher · christopher nolan · alfred hitchcock · etc
Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things that I shouldn't know
When there's a new moon on the rise
I had everything, opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night
TALK DIRTY TO ME
✌ SONS OF ANARCHY · parks and rec · happy endings · friends · the good wife · supernatural · prison break · true blood · band of brothers · psych · lie to me · pushing daisies · harper's island · how i met your mother · torchwood · sons of anarchy · breaking bad · dexter · the it crowd · the office · etc
Follow my blog with Bloglovin And I really miss what really did exist
When I held your throat so tight
And I miss the bus as it swerved from us
Almost came crashing to its side
Today was incredibly tough and ugly. I didn't exactly have to face any challenges or life changing decisions. I just gave up on myself completely. It was a very bad day, and I was a very bad girl. I'm incredibly fed up with myself, blah and blah, it's the same, it's the same. I'm tired, maybe that's just it. But what am I to be tired by? I am at home all day eating and resting. I am tired of not having a life.
The afternoon was bad, but the night was disastrous. The more I ate the more physically full I became, yet the more my appetite grew and my greediness took over. I was tired, extremely full. I didn't know what to do to pass the time before I went to bed. I couldn't sleep because I hadn't showered. I couldn't shower because my stomach was so heavy and full. I couldn't even have slept on such a full stomach anyway.
So I sat in front of the computer and ate a little bit more.
When I finally decided to stop, I was nearly in tears.
I finished "The Final Break", the last episode of Prison Break s4, and I don't even know what to say. The series was good, yes. Entertaining. I did like the characters, their developments, and especially their dialogues. They all had pretty special relations with each other that they build throughout the show. As the show progressed, I fell in love with characters I hated at first (ie Gretchen, Don self- whom, coincidentally, I ship together), found more reasons to love the characters I liked since the beginning (Mahone). I respect how the producers and writers delivered the ending. That is not to say that I didn't bawl my eyes out over Michael's death. I think the tape recording scene was the part that triggered it. It was just so, so sad.
The video doesn't work in his, but the words are the same as from the episode.
I started out not really caring much about Michael/Sara ;_; I kinda usually ship the more obscure, crack shippings??? I don't know. It's very rare that I like a very common ship. Besides, there wasn't much Michael/Sara moments till halfway through S4?? If I remember.. correctly.
I'm glad that Michael did not end up getting shot by one of the guards though. Of course, he's too smart for that. He died of his own choice. His death was a sacrifice so that Sara and his child could live on. I think after dragging Sara into all this, he did owe her that much. Besides, he knew his health would kill him someday in the near future anyway. He had probably already made up his mind long ago that if it all came down to this, then it's what he would do.
Overall, I thought the ending was fitting, although it wasn't very smooth? I don't even know how to put it in words, but it felt a little choppy, to me. When I watched till the end of The Final Break, I was pretty much crying my eyes out, after the tape recording scene. I guess I kind of expected some nice flashbacks, or stuff.. maybe they ran out of screen time. That's also the thing. I didn't really follow up on articles and interviews and all that, but I'm wondering if the decision of cancelling the series by the end of season 4 made the whole ending rushed out. It sure felt that way. I think maybe if I watched the scene four years later where they all got back together right after I watched the recording scene, I might have felt less.. cut off.
It felt like.. 'bawww omg tears tears tears' then screen turned black, credits came on o.o Just, a little abrupt, idk ;_; But it was all right.
Omg, Michael Jr. is so adorable ;___;
Anyway, I was pretty upset, but I managed to cheer myself up (wasn't preplanned) watching an episode of Saturday Night Live (35x07) hosted by Joseph Gordon-Levitt. Yeah, it aired Nov 21 2009. But thankfully, I managed to find a source online and downloaded it. (oh my god I was so happy I found a megaupload link almost instantly!)
It was more amazing and entertaining than I anticipated. Haha, uh, let's just say, seriously, in this universe, there isn't a single thing Joseph Gordon-Levitt cannot do TRUTH
He is so very talented in every aspect. He is always so animated and energetic and full of life and omgggg he can be so adorable, so handsome, so badass-- he is extremely versatile and agile (if that's the right word to use). He can dance and sing and play the guitar. Holy crap I love listening to his singing/guitar playing. He's just so very very amazing and I have so much respect and admiration for him.
I could and will very well go on about 1001 reasons, but it's 6.00am and everyone's about to wake up so I have to go to bed aha. Goddamn. I really have so much to type right now but kajshda.
Just going to leave with these <333 Will make a JGL appreciation post soon this week!
